Sunday, December 26, 2010


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! (better late than never)
Jesus is the reason of this season :D... Thank You Lord for sending Your Son for us to have a place in heaven where You are.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Cool is Uncool

I was hurt by this one guy because I gave all my love to him without him knowing it. I wanted to look cool in front of him that I decided not to show that I love him so much. I hold myself on following him when he left me inside the bus and transfer to another when we had a fight. I wanna cry but I don't want him to see that I care. When he broke up with me with just a small reason I didn't try to get him back even if I can... I could've save our relationship but I acted cool. Instead of getting back with him, I look for another guy to tell him that he's not all that.We lasted only for a month but I have feelings for him for more than 4 years. He only knew my name when he started courting me but I already know his name for more than 4 years. No I didn't woo him.. I don't even know why he suddenly approach me.

After one month of our break up he contacted me maybe just to be a casual friend.. I was not over him but I wanted to show him I was. Then I told him our relationship was not serious so their should be no awkwardness then I asked him why did he broke up that time.. then he told me he just want me to come to him, kinda feel like he's needed, but I found a replacement so fast that's why he didn't renconcile with me.

OUCH!.. ouch! I wanted to beat myself up that time. I was watching Marry Me, Mary this week and Jung In told Seo Jun (Seo Jun and I kinda have the same storyline) "Your act of being cool made you lose your love one"... I'm paraphrasing as soon as they upload the english subbed for that episode I'll change this.

But I moved on already, He contacted me again this year and told me he was sorry for what he has done which by the way I didn't expect will happen. He was kind of a bad boy and I was also hurt by him in different areas but... I didn't know I hold grudges at him that time until he asked for forgiveness.

Anyway the lesson for me... don't act cool because in love you need to be stupid. hahahaha.. I hope he will not read this.. I doubt that he would know my true feelings.. only me and my readers will know about it. I wanna add a song related to my story but I can't find any. hahaha.. >.<

Kpop Christmas

I said before that I'm in search of nice photo shoots for this season in Kpop world.. I found some that brought warmth to me while seeing these photos.

JYP's nation.. Love the clothes, the background and everything about it... (I miss Jaebom T_T) And the second photo was included because of Jia and Nickhun's adorable-ness

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Feel the blue

I really wanna get a flight ticket to Korea right now and be at C.N.Blue's concert on Christmas... I wanna hear Jonghyun's voice live! I'm sorry Yonghwa but his voice brings tears to my eyes.. it's very soft and so comforting that even a fancam will move me. I'm so happy now that FNC allowed them to debut this year, it would've been nice for them to stay indie for a while but it's all good. I have a long list of my favorite covers they made this year. They should hurry and release a new album or maybe on their first anniversary?.. Weee! I'm excited. I don't know if I'm being bias but I like almost all their songs even those they don't promote on music shows.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Hold hands in Miracle

This is so stuck in my head for the whole month! At first I didn't like this song but it keeps on playing in my mind that I end up liking it... And this is the first secular song that I learn to play on my guitar.. I wanna dig a hole right now for telling it to my readers >.< hahaha. This is all PBB Teen Clash's fault!

Yeng Constantino- Hawak Kamay

I love Jay-r's voice.. I don't know most of his original songs but I know one that made me like him, I think the title of that song is "Design 4 Luv".. yes you spell it like that. Jay-r's RnB voice makes this song extra special =) It's raining right now here at my place and this song is perfect for the weather.. senti mode almost

Jay-R Himala

Sunday, December 19, 2010


One morning my sister is talking to her boyfriend and I woke up because of her noise but I just let it pass because she's already gonna hung up.. but it took her like five minutes before she hung up.. as in! She said "bye bye" thirty times already and it's really killing me because I wanna go back to sleep...

I usually don't say anything to them but it reached my limit that I told them "When are you really gonna hung up?! What's taking so long?! I wanna go back to sleep.. You're irritating me!!"... she was so shocked that she end up laughing... it also made me smile after a while. =)

Oh High!

I love their debut performance, it's very lively! Made me appreciate Oh Yeah more.. it really does make a lot of difference. For the High High.. I wasn't that high about the song because I don't usually like pure rap songs.. it just lack "singing"...But seeing the live performance it sounded like a really fun song.. choreography is a plus :D.. always! I had the same feeling with 2NE1's "Go Away". I get to see the Kwon Twins too! Weeeeee! I'm excited to hear the whole album.. I don't wanna post anything about GDTOP until they release the whole album but I can't restrain my fangirling with their debut performance :D I like this better than their music video

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Feed your Kmadness

Found good sites that I started following.. There's a lot of good bloggers and helpful sites to feed your kpop madness but these sites have different sides of Korean Culture. And a good theme/ layout is always a plus =D
I found out about her blog this month because of the fanaccount of G-dragon and TOP's music video filming, but I wasn't drawn of her blog because of that.. I was more drawn to her stories about her life in Korea and her personal blogs. She's added to the foreign bloggers in Korea that I follow.. (aa-chan and eatyourkimchi)

Still new on following this blog, it's very user friendly and it loads really fast. Allkpop has been the top kpop blog but they're a little bit slow. I don't know if hellokpop is new or not but I like it, I hope they will continue on updating fast. And what made me like them is that they interview one of my faves NIA =)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


Early morning today I woke up feeling like I'm about to die, I felt like my heart is shrinking and my backbone starts breaking into pieces.. I literally thought that I was dying because I was in so much pain, I don't know what to do if I should let myself be in pain dying while sleeping.. (seriously) But I couldn't sleep. I remember what my sister did when she was in pain before and I was the only one awake.. she went outside of our room and told me to pray for her, I was in shock when she asked me that time and I did pray for her but after that I ponder to myself.. Who do I call unto when I'm in pain? Who do I ask for help? My sister could've prayed for herself that time.. the Lord is listening, but He also said when two or more are gathered there He will be.. When I was feeling like I'm dying this morning I thought of what my sister did, I went to my parents room and told them what I was feeling and after telling it to them I started throwing up.. and after that I was relieved for a bit. I was scared to wake them up that hour because they might get mad but instead of getting mad they gave me love, even if it was 3AM in the morning they did all their best for me to be relieved.. I slept beside my mom because I knew I wouldn't feel better if I go back to my room.

I'm just so grateful to have parents beside me. This situation also remind me of when I was a little kid. When I catch a cold or fever I would go to my parents and the first thing they will do is to pray for me.. before I didn't see that it works but looking back now I am so thankful for my Father for always healing me, He is faithful and He will answer if we just ask. :D

Monday, December 13, 2010

GDTOP baby baby!

Two more hours and I will see them live! I wasn't all hype with the song they sang during MAMA 2010, but I'm really expecting their collaboration with Bommie Unnie!  They did collabs before 2NE1 even happened, and I love all the songs.. so yeah :D... Excited.. I've been always wanting to post this photo, not a fan of Old Man style, I like GD's hair :) especially when he puts it up like Akanishi Jin.

Pink is love

I saw scans of these last month, I am so mad how they cut Lee Soo Hyuk in one of the pictures.. I just found out today that he's part of that photo.. Ayyyy.. SidusHQ needs to have a new photo shoot for this guys.. with Jay. haha! I'm still looking for a good Christmas photos for this month...

Monday, December 6, 2010

OPM bangs

Sam Milby- Closer

I'm listening to OPM music, it's all MYMP's fault.. because I saw her on omonatheydidnt today, she release an album in Korea, anyway.. I'm enjoying my time listening to old OPM songs, it brings back old good memories... Nina, Nyoy Volante, Jimmy Bondoc(just one song), Paolo Santos, Kyla, Southborder.. so many good artists! I love their revive songs because they give their own flavor.

After I left Philippines I don't know any new OPM bands anymore, do they still produce bands? they're going with the flow and following Kpop.. really, Philippines.. don't go with the flow because what we have is already great. I hope if they do produce singers like the singers that I said previously then that's good...

I just finished watching PBB Teen Clash 2010. I only started when teenternationals came, I know I'm so 3000 and late hahaha, they can't show PBB here that's why. I don't how I end up watching it but yea... Ryan Bang is my favorite.. he's so funny like crazy! He's someone that I want to be friends with.. Really! And I love the bickering of Jenny and Ryan.. and how Jenny lies down dead when she's trying to hide something. hehehe. But after they got out of the house they seem so fabricated na.. except Ryan of course.. Haayss.. look what showbiz has done to these people.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

New Journals!!!

My mom bought me two journals!! Weee! I'm so happy, I always want to get the journal she gave for my sister because she doesn't use it... but she's so selfish and said there will be a day that she will use it. hahaha. Anyway I love to write, I'm not really good with words as you can see with my blog but I just love to write.. I love writing in school than typing... Especially when I make essays I usually handwrite it then type in a computer, because I feel more like words are more real when it's like that.. I don't know.. what do you think?

I just need a reason to use it.. I still one that I'm using.. hopefully I'll use it for school next year! wee! I don't wanna expect but I'm still hoping :D

2NE1 Don't Stop the Music

YG released a music video for 2NE1 song for Yamaha CF in Thailand, And there back with the lego theme.. I love it! I miss this nice colorful theme. But the song is not as strong as "Try To Follow Me".. but I still love the video. YG makes a good music video doesn't he?... I like the part where CL and Minzy were singing "Fiore!!" (If I'm not mistaken)


I'm a little late about this news.. it's because I wasn't really interested especially hearing "Miss You".. maybe I need to hear it more, unlike one of their songs in the album "Hot Times" first time hearing it I'm already drawn to it.. And in Super Junior Kyuhun is my favorite because his voice is so calm, Jonghyun ..I don't really have any favorite in Shinee, I'm not really a fan of Shinee but I end up liking all their songs.. haha what's wrong with me? part of my liking Shinee is because of Jonghyun's powerful voice. Anyway about this song "Hot Times" ..I like the "yeaaaahhhhhh!" parts.. hahaha, not much to say about it.. but it's on my repeat now.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Sleep Talk

I always stay up late and always here new things from my brother when he sleeps. he usually starts talking around 2-3am... hahaha... actually he just made a gun sound.. maybe he's in the battlefield hahaha... It's so funny how I made a conversation with him before and he didn't even know about it.. maybe next time I'll post the video.. that's really worth a shot! :D

Now I don't know how I should tag this. LOL

Monday, November 29, 2010

[SS3] Work like a Carpenter

This Christmas season we're gonna use Mission Arlington's curriculum [HERE]. On Lesson 2  about how Joseph came from the King David's line there's an activity they shared that we could do for the kids and one of them is doing wood crafts reminding that Joseph was a carpenter. Since I handle Pre-K's this is a no no for me, so I was planning to use popsicle  sticks but one of the teachers shared this great toy that we can use. It's called Real Construction Starter Workshop, basically its a foam that looks like a wood and has a hammer toy and a saw toy that really works even if doesn't have any blades and toy nails too. They give you examples to make but it's not that really as easy as it looks so I just choose the easiest to do.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

A.N.Jell is back!

Not really.. just for a photo shoot for a magazine called Mook21. Thank you for making this happen!.. It makes me wanna watch YAB again. I will never get tired watching it, buying the d-cut dvd is really worth it, now it's getting big in its neighbor countries. These photos saved me from my disappointment from last nights MAMA.. really.. I'm a 2NE1 fan but.. I just hope many artist attended it wouldn't have been great. I feel like last years MAMA was better, anyway back to A.N.Jell... it's so weird to see Jeremy without his blonde hair! it look so good to him :D... I doubt that they will release official photos, but they might release better quality scans, I'll replace these when that happen.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Stress Reliever

Well I'm not really a person who's always stress.. :D  I just found out that one of the side of my earphone is not working anymore and that just irritates me right now because I'm not a person who spends $20 for an earphone every 3 months. I'm not gonna lend it to my siblings anymore... call me selfish.. I don't care >.< Good thing Boo took all my irritations away.. hahaha.. Like him/her on facebook too!

Favorites before December come

I always post K artist photo shoots here on my blog because I just enjoy everything about it. :D... I haven't been doing it for a month or two..or three.. who knows, and maybe because most of them didn't catch my attention unlike before... anyway. Lee Soo Hyuk has caught my attention once again, dayuum! I wanna see his movie "A boy from Ipanema", He's like every magazine this month and last month.. he's like Song Joong Ki, hehehe. but I got bored with 10asia's photo shoots and High Cut.. or maybe because Lee Soo Hyuk have this sophisticated feel that I get easily bored with.. so I choose his Singles photo shoot because.. it's colorful.. =D

Gong Yoo & Im Soo Jung for Vogue

Because they're promoting their new movie "Finding Mr. Destiny"... I'm not familiar with the woman, but Mr. Coffee Prince I know... fresh from the army :D... wahahah... Love the photoshoot... :) Im Soo Jung is a pretty girl, hehehe better google her. As if they weren't lovely enough that they added more loveliness.. two cute puppies! awee! Gong Yoo needs to go back to small screen... really!

Monday, November 22, 2010

Another drama... Secret Garden

This year there has been a lot of disappointments.. the dramas that I've been looking forward always fail me.. I still don't feel the "fangirling" that I experience during You're Beautiful... where I really stay up all night just to watch the live shows... anyway.... Secret Garden has not given me that fangirl feeling but it definitely catch my attention. Hyun Bin or should I call him Joo Won's character..and the body swap twist?!... it didn't happen yet but I'm really excited... I often see this plot in american drama/movie but not on K-dramas... so yea.. hopefully it'll be interesting all the way till the end. I hope it's not gonna get boring in the middle...  Though I'm not the biggest fan in the casting like "Marry me, Mary"..I'm still gonna keep my on it....

Secret Garden is a romance fantasy drama brought by the winning combination of Kim Eun Sook and Shin Woo Chul of the Lovers series, On Air and City Hall. The drama tells the story of Kim Joo Won, a seemingly perfect man yet with certain arrogance and childishness in him, and Gil Ra Im, a stuntwoman whose beauty and body are the object of envy of top actresses. One day they went deep into the mountains and entered a strange house. A strange grandmother offered them chocolate to eat. The next day they found themselves changing bodies. This drama will replace the weekend drama 'Life Is Beautiful'. -soompi

Sunday, November 21, 2010


My sister introduced me to this new thing... well I guess just new for me because it's been on for a long time already. I like the idea how you're not using any gas or flammable materials to make it, it's just chemicals. I don't own one but I want to! just a hobby.. I don't wanna get addicted to it.. haha... I guess if I have one that's it. I still haven't gotten my animal pjs that I've been wanting since last year... well it's not like I'm gonna die if I don't have one. Here's a site that explains you how to make it step by step Click Me!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Taeyang's connection w/ Apple Girl

Haha, just playing with the subject title, I'm so bad at mixing it.. I'm currently having an LSS for these two songs, Kim Yeo Hee's debut single that her second single didn't even top it. She got some powerful voice no?


I didn't bought Taeyang's international album because... he only have two new songs there and I'm not a fan of "I'll be there"... if he promoted "Connection" maybe I'll be more hype, the song is very cutesy :D I can imagine him giving his signature eye smile for the whole three minute song. haha


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Excited for Narnia 3

The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Since last year I've been picky with I watch now on the big screen, everything seems to be corrupt nowadays... I think only Toy Story 3 and Narnia are the only movies that I really wanna watch this year.. with my money, I need to take my whole family to see this.. :D hahahaha!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Uncomfortable, afraid.. Holy Spirit be my guide

God knows how uncomfortable I am and that I have to step forward but too scared of rejection, but the Lord is just so sweet and reminded me that I cannot face them by myself,  He's there.. He sends His Holy Spirit to be our Counselor (John 14:26). This evening while taking the bus to church I was listening to my mp3 and heard this song talks about what I'm feeling and just confirms me that I have to fix my eyes on the Him and not on the circumstances I'm in.. just like how Peter started walking on water because he started trusting Jesus when He told him to follow Him.. but once he started looking at the waves of the ocean, the storm that they are in he starts sinking.. but we also know the part where he started calling on the name of the Lord and Jesus helped him (Matthew 14:22-23). Thank You Lord for giving us Your Word

Monday, November 8, 2010

Missing my cousin

She made this for me while I was babysitting them for the summer. I figured she put S on top of my head because she doesn't know how to spell my name.. "Yssa" is not a common nickname so I understand her.. it's just funny how she uses the second letter as the replacement.. Love you Karyn!... Ate Yssa misses you so much!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Running Man

I am so enjoying this new sunday variety show! Because Jaesuk is here I know it's gonna be daebak.. And also Poong Ho/Joong Ki my man is here also! I love the whole plot of this story.. Hide and Seek to the next level.. props for the writer.. And for the editor also for making it extra awesome. I love game shows because I get a lot of ideas I can use :D

Now the Gary/Ji Hyo shipping is really funny. I like how Ji Hyo doesn't show any interest in any guy or in any guy guest. Anyway.. I still enjoy watching Running Man even without english subtitle because it's more on actions unlike Family Outing.. =D

Thanks iSubs, thanks KJKGlobal for subbing most of the episodes. and kpopella for always providing raw links :D

Lie Live

I've been waiting for this... I know they performed this live during their recent concert in Japan.. they just have to! Japanese peeps are very honest and didn't find any fancam or fanphotos during this event.. that's a good things though.. Good thing Mnet Japan released the whole concert in the small screen.. I get to see them perform this live!.. It's not as strong as I expect it to be but maybe it's a whole lot different when I'm physically there... I wanna here Minhyuk's drum more than Jungshin's bass.. and the "ooooohh" is not the same as the one in CD... c'mon yssa! give them a break they sang like many songs before they performed this... but I'm not hating on them.. I actually like it that's why I really paid attention to it :D

check the channel for the all the parts.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

News- Fighting Man

Don't get wet and get a grip people!.. haha.. But I love the song.. it kinda gives us a teaser of Yamapi's movie next year

[SS2] Make your own Flannel/Felt Board

I'm teaching pre-k's and first graders and this is one of the best way to catch their attention during bible story time. You can also ask them to be the one to put all the stuff in the board during the lesson or if it's hard to control do it first and after your lesson let them re-tell the story to the whole class one by one or by twos.

Fall Fun Night 2010

Very fun night! It always get better every year.. I'm just excited with how many people came and waited in line to get in.. God is so good! :D.. The most important thing is that every booths share the gospel. The seed has been planted and we just have to pray for those soils =)

Inside Booths
Garden of Eden- Photo booth
Noah's Ark- Roll the ball game. (hahaha. don't know how to explain the game)

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

[SS1] Crack the Secret Word

First post! We've been using Mission Arlington's curriculum for the past month and it's really a blessing to go through the book of Acts. Here's the link if you wanna see the curriculum we're using CLICK ME.

This game will be good for  Acts 2:1-13 where the disciples started speaking in different tongues. Materials that you need are just markers and construction paper.

Mechanics: Group the kids according to the number of kids, make sure to mix there ages. The teacher will hold the paper with a word in different language that they have to pronounce, and whoever group pronounces it correct first will get the chance to get clues of what the word means in English.  They have three chances to guess the word. If they guess the secret word with just the first clue they will get 5 points but if they need another clue they can get the second clue but will loose the chance in getting 5 points, they will get 3 points instead, but if they still need the last clue which is the easiest they will only get 1 point if they use that. Basically   even if the other team is winning but keeps on getting 1 point every time they win, the opponent will always have a chance to catch up if they will be able to answer with just one clue

How to make:
1.On the front page write words that are related to the story in a different language. Write the country on the upper right of the paper. and try to write below the word the easiest way for them to pronounce the word. Kids usually have a hard time pronouncing it but that's twist of the game.

Fujifilm Instax CF

Nicely done!.. Song Joong Ki + Kim Byeol = lovely.. I want a Polaroid camera too! see that means this CF is effective! I like how it turned into a heart shape at the end. Only this thing happens on T.V... I don't think I know any guy would exert so much effort to cut and tie strings collect pictures to impress a girl... only on t.v. hahahaha...

Sunday School 101

Sunday School 101
I decided to share my Sunday school activities here.. because I'm so bless with those people who share their creative ways to share God's word.and I think this blog needs to cool down from my fandom.. like really.. I need to stop. basically everything that I will share here doesn't all come from my mind.. our Children's Ministry staff talks about it and share ideas.. so if you wanna ask for credit.. just credit the Lord because He's the one who gave us the ideas =D

I don't know if I should make a separate blog for this because I like to keep everything in one place.. but if ever it needs to get big I will move.. Anyway. I'm excited! I've been wanting to do this but haven't find anytime to sit and do it because I've been busy with events at our church.

I'm not really good with explaining stuff.. so I'll try to post photos with them :D

Monday, November 1, 2010

No Kidding

I watched Dal Ja's Spring last week and been watching "Really Really Like You" for months already because that's the drama after Pops in Seoul right now.. I like pretty boys than manly that's for sure... that's why I didnt like both dramas that much.. I think I'll like Lee Min Ki as a singer than as an actor.. this song "No Kidding" has a catchy.. why didn't I listen to it last year when he released this?.. anyway here it goes..

Hwang Bo - I'm Still Beautiful

Love the song. Love the music video. Love her voice. Love Hwang Buin!.. I'm not really a big fan of her when she's a singer.. but this one will do for me :D... Hwang buin is pretty even if she's not your typical Korean beauty.

[DRAMA] Mary Stayed Out All Night

I'm excited because of Jang Geun Suk.. but I'm bummed out because this mean that Park Shin Hye/ Jang Geun Suk is over... I should be happy because I'm gonna see him work again.. but he's doing a music related project again, I want to see more of him.. that's why I'm expecting for his movie "You're My Pet" because it's different from his cold characters... anyway.. I should stay positive that I will see him again.. but I'm really not so stoked like last year with "You're Beautiful". Next week everybody! Seukie's hairstyle is a plus!

Monday, October 18, 2010

Bubba Gump Shrimp

I just love this photo.. I took a lot of photos from the statues of other artists in Madame Tussauds but this one will be my favorite... Forest Gump looks so innocent here... and it's the movie I watched with my Aunt in her house.. :D I miss my tita!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Please come to Los Angeles!

The last YG Family Concert last 2003 they came to Los Angeles... I hope they will do the same! so all my regrets for not going to SMTown Concert will be gone.. I wasn't actually that disappointed ya know?... So excited!... December 4-5 they said.. that means Big Bang's comeback is just around the corner!